I'd like to make myself believe, that stupid boy would ask me.

It's been a relatively pleasant day. Maybe it's the joy of giving people stuff for Christmas. I don't know. But I feel goooooood now.

You know how people are thankful on Thanksgiving? And I know Thanksgiving is over but here's a list of things that I'm thankful for.

• The ability to make people laugh and smile, even if it's at my expense. A lot of people deem me weird and crazy and the nicer ones call me eccentric but I thank my freaking stars that I've managed to find a bunch of people who, shockingly enough, enjoy my randomosity. PICKLES!
• That being said, I'm thankful for the friends that I've made. And in my ever growing circle of friends, I've managed to weed out the friends from the fakes. It's the same group of people who have learned to notice, nod and accept the fact that I'm wearing a birdcage necklace or the fact that I've decided to turn my shoelace into a necklace. I love you people.
• I am thankful, for indoor plumbing. Because I pee, kinda freaking frequently. And if I had to, freaking travel just to freaking pee, I would kinda be really freaking annoyed.
• The internet. Oh lawdie. The Internet. Where do I even begin? John and Hank Green, better musical influences, better literature influences, better culture influences, Alia freaking Astaman, Lydia freaking Wong, Darren freaking Diewo. porn LOLJKJKJKJK FACEBOOK, TWITTER, YOUTUBE, GOOGLE, MYSTERY GOOGLE, TUMBLR, DEVIANTART, FLICKR, FRIENDSTERLOL MYSPACELOL WIKIPEDIA. OH MY GOD WIKIPEDIA. I OWE MULTIPLE A'S IN MY REPORT SHEET THANKS TO WIKIPEDIA. I really am terribly grateful for the internet. Like, forrealz dawg.
• Nail Polish. Cheap nail polish. Cheap nail polish from Elianto and Skin Food that last 100 years if they wanted to do. Thank you person who thought that putting car paint on your fingernails was a fancy thing to do. Thank you.
• That I have no terminal illness(es). Not even going to bother to try to make a joke out of this. I'm suuuper glad that I have all four limbs and all five senses in relatively good condition. I say relatively good condition because I'm sometimes deaf, by will. It's actually my subconcious telling you to STFU (oops. sorry, wisecrackery is in my blood)
• MAGGI MEE. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Oh god. Instant food. MY CAMERA. OHMYGOD. MY CAMERA. my freaking camera.

So I started this post yesterday, no wait, on the 23rd. It's now CHRISTMAS! Facebook, twitter and my phone has been completely abuzz with CHEER~.

Busy few days ahead! It's been a pretty packed three weeks but I'm not complaining. I feel really good about ending the year. It's time to pwn some serious Life Ass. ANYWAY,

Christmas tomorrow, Malacca the day after, Avatar + Dinner with Kevin, Sze, Shen and a bunch of others on Sunday.

Then in the following week I would have to

a) Lightpaint with Kai

b) Meet Blake BECAUSE I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT SUNDAY! *SLAPSSELFREALLYHARD

c) Settle my school things.

Actually hor speaking of school right I think I will be really bummed when it begins. Life is reaaaaaaaally good right now, as it is. /grumble. But since it's my last year, I might feel a bit different.

Just a bit :p

ok tired. abrupt ending here.

it's like i hardly know you, but maybe I never did.

The weather is pms-ing like hell. HOT OR COLD, MAKE UP YOUR MIND!

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My literature course ended yesterday. Epic plan to pwn epic proportions was an epic fail because I just HAD to help out the pregnant teacher. Owellz. Focus on studies first, shrieks Rational/Practical/Boring Megan. Ya lah, ya lah. Smitten girl is smitten, what to do?

Anyway, no one went for break this time, because we had a final project to complete. Mei Jun and I did a silent film, but we got pwned by the boys' team. Shaun made a really good director. That stupid boy is going to go places. /grumble.

Had dinner at Subway with Asyraf, Shafiq, and Fakhrul. Again, I found out (not to my surprise) that I was written off as "kerek" in the beginning of the course. Disillusioned girl is severely disillusioned.

Went to Giant KJ where Ma and Pa stared at ... microwave ovens whilst I watched the Fox-ier version of me torch a decepticon's eye out. Fun /rolls eyes. We left with this...

It's exactly what you think it is. If you thought that my parents bought three freaking microwave ovens, that is.

"One for us, one for your uncle and one for your aunty!"

Okaaaay mom.

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Went christmas shopping with Lydz bb and her brother, Justin notbb. :P Mostly done, I just need to get the earphones for Dad andddd a wallet, maybe, for mom. Or I could just give her the one I bought for myself. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA -________________-' She never buys the things she really needs. The zipper has been broken for SEVEN MONTHS now and she's still "aiya nevermind la"

We shall see. I need to get Lydia bb's present from Trop City and Millie's from... wherever I can get it from. dududuu. We (lydia and I) got Alia bb a freaking alarm clock with Arashi on it. Arashi and freaking floating hearts. We love you too. Mwahaha.

OH. OH. OH. I got a space invaders shirt from Ed & Ed. /squeee. along with 20 postcards of Super Junior I AM LOVING THE SHIRT.

I'm bringing 8bit back, ayeee!

Rockin' : shopping. retail therapy is so good.

Floppin' : school, spm, life in general. grrr.

"STAB HER EYES OUT WITH THE CANDLES"

I went to Nasha's birthday pool party yesterday. Except that my corpus freaking luteum freaking chose to freaking detach itself from the freaking walls of my freaking uterus the day before the freaking party. MLIA.

Anyway, I played Mommy-with the camera, because everyone else was 15 (and dreading December 24th. Poor kids.) Weather kinda sucked, so the photos turned out pretty.. crap.

teenagers ftw.

craptastic weather is craptastic.

Then, THEN, THEN CAME THE CAKE.

THE CAKE.

THE CAKE, OF A CERTAIN SPARKLY PEDOPHILIC VAMPIRE KIND.

It was a New Moon Cake.

A NEW MOON CAKE.

Oh Nasha. Sigh.

Then there were the usual rounds of I've never, along with Transformers Uno (WHICH I LEFT AT HER HOUSE *facepalmSPLAT* which then ended with multiple rounds of "Mafia"

Mafia is this game where you kill, heal, and weed the killer out. It's fun. I lost my voice trying to convince other people that I wasn't the murderer. Oh debating skills, you make me proud. Haa -_-'

TONG YUEN DINNER TONIGHT, MONDAY TOMORROW *GIGGLES

Rockin' : I lost 1kg! DOING NOTHING! *jumps around*

Floppin' : I HAVE NOT DONE ANY CHRISTMAS SHOPPING *flailsaroundlikeAliabb

wall photos of my wall

PROJECT WALL OF AWESOME HAS BEEN GOING LOVELY.

click to enlarge!

Hey! Think of instead, a girl worth fighting for~

You people suck! I KNOW YOU READ BUT YOU NEVER LEAVE ANYTHING IN MY CBOX. Grrr.

Ok just kidding. iluiluiluilu. DUN CRY ORH.

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In the end, someone is going to get hurt. And it's most probably going to be me. BECAUSE LIFE WORKS LIDDAT HOR.

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What else, what else. OMG. I'm such an idiot -_-' Despite the fact that I'd woken up several hours before tuition began, and despite the fact that I knew I should've showered BEFORE tuition... I didn't. -_- So that ended up with me rushing like a stupid stupid STUPID regretful idiot who missed out on free coffee from Starbucks. *grumble.

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Rockin' : purple nail polish. home-made purple nail polish.

Floppin' : MY STILL MIA EARPHONES.

all the words i could never say are gonna come out anyway.

James Morrison makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. Mm.

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I thought the thought that couldn't be unthink-ed. Crap crap crap crap stupid stupid STUPID crap.

From this point on I'm going to be seeing through rose-tinted glasses.

I NEED NEW GLASSES! ROAR!

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There are only three days left for my english course. I'm more sad than what the socially acceptable level is. Boohoo.

Maybe I should join the SPM course. 8D or IELTS. mwahahaha.

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SPM. FUGFUGFUGFUGFUG.

FUCK.

School starts in two weeks. Holy Motherfugging Damn.

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This post is pretty pointless. Plans are in the making to ditch the usual I-AM-HERE-WATCH-ME-EXIST-ON-THE-INTERWEB sites. But I can't ditch chngae.blogspot.com. It's like, my baby.

Okay, no. My baby is my camera. But chngae.blogspot.com is like a.. pet. An old pet. chngae.blogspot.com is kind of like my dog. He's lazy, messy, and takes up waaay too much space, despite the fact that he's like, one foot tall and a one and a half feet from nose to tail. Then again, he's always there when I need a good hug, and he never fails me with his quirky antics.

What am I talking about. My dog pwns blogger anytime -_-'

The point is, no matter how long I leave blogger, I always come back. Unlike plurk (hahaha, i left ever so gracefully) or that shameful phase of vlogging, I always come back to blogger.

Hmm. This is probably the lack of Milo talking. BRB!

EDIT :

I forgot to blog about megan's FAIL of the day.

I left my keys at home. So I sat outside my door, used the wifi from my house, that was on. I wasn't too bored :P

/EDIT.

Proximity doesn't breed familiarity.

If I had any reason to turn the clock back, it would probably be used for the last 12 hours.

I'm not even joking when today had, like, the perfect balance of .. balance.

Hippos + Food + J-Pop + K-Pop + Dissing Twilight + KINDER FREAKING SURPRISE OF FREAKING HAPPY FREAKING HIPPO FREAKING TALENT FREAKING SHOW + Intellectual debates + Books!~ (I CAN HAZ JOHN GREEN? ^^. Yes. Yes I can. Which I am done with, btw) + COMPLETELY DISTINCT AIRHEADED FAILS + Sisterhood of the Travelling Journal + CheekBones + Disney Movies + Ninjas.

What is not to love?

First, with Megan fail-ed Fails of the Day. Extracted from www.yellowandbluee.blogspot.com

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Three moments of Megan Fails:

1. Because we are best friends and therefore telepathically connected, we stalked her up the staircase to her classroom at British Council. We here means Lydia and myself, with our dork levels super high thanks to being surrounded by so many intelligent brains. Of course we are the only teenagers in the world who would think, "Ooh! We have two hours of free time! Let's explore British Council! 8D" Bb I love you. =D Anyway, here's a point to be taken- the walls of the classrooms are made of glass. So Lydia and I stand outside Megan's class, and, like, you know, put our stalking faces on. xD ..She doesn't see us. She runs out (barefoot!), looks at something on the wall, runs back in.... and still doesn't see us. I can't remember what exactly we said (somewhere between a yell and a laugh, lol), but she finally turns around and says, says, says, "Eh?"

If you weren't so smart, I'd call you an airhead. :3

2. Exploring British Council took up all of fifteen minutes, so there was still a lot of time left. Naturally, being the Cool and Hip kids that we are, we gravitate towards the nearest air-conditioned place; Coffee Bean. Lyds treated me to a muffin. And we proceeded to.. squee. It is unfortunate, but there is really no other word for it. Then, at three thirty, lo and behold Miss Megan walks into Coffee Bean for a break. SHE DOES NOT SEE US. WE WERE SITTING AT THE WINDOW WTF MEGAN. She then proceeds to walk back out, STILL NOT SEEING US.

We then watched and laughed while she walked the wrong direction on her way back.

So, yeah, I called her before she could go back up to her classroom and she was like, "Eh?"

:facepalms with Lyds:

3. It's time for the Hippo Day to end, saaadly. Afraid Abang Yanto would arrive before Megan came down, we decided to save time by going straight to the British Council building instead. We were sitting on the sofas near the information counter, in plain sight of the staircase.

Anybody want to take a guess at what Megan Chng does as she passes where we were sitting?

If you answered "walk right past us again", YOU ARE CORRECT. No prizes given, sorry. :p

So I call her again, and this time, she does NOT say "Eh?" but opts for a more complete sentence which was- "OH MY GOD I MISSED YOU GUYS AGAIN DIDN'T I."

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I am so sorry you guise. UknoILUrite?

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What else? Oh yes! Sisterhood of The Travelling Journal! Mwaahahaha. It's this gorgeous Journal (yes, capitalised.) that's going to travel... WOOT! I AM SO EXCITED. LALALALA. Alia gets it first, then me, then Lydz.

It still amazes me how I connect with these lovely ladies regardless of the fact that I see Nur Alia Astaman on an average of.. two times.. annually. BUT THIS YEAR IT WAS 3 TIMES. OMG.

That reminds me of a line from Let It Snow. Yes, the book that I just bought 12 hours ago. Yes, the book I just started reading four hours ago (shattap shattap i like reading shattap).

HO. I JUST REALISED I'VE READ ALL OF JOHN GREEN'S BOOKS EXCEPT FOR GEEKTASTIC : TALES FROM THE NERD HERD (i think that's how it goes). Lazy la. I'm not that big of a Trekkie. Solaikya.

What was the point? OH RIGHT. Line.

There was this line in the book. "Proximity doesn't breed familiarity." That's just so fucking true. You could spend the entire year seeing the same freaking faces every day, for a year and yet you could still not know their favourite food, their favourite band, what they really think of the Jonas Brothers (just an example. don't shoot me).

I'll be putting that quote on my Wall Of Awesome. Which is coming along pretty goddamned awesomely, if I do say so myself. And I've managed to get Alia and maybe Lydz to do it too! (doth what she hath said hehehehe)

oookay. i'm tired. wao i've blogged for FIVE days in a row! (it's still december 15th in my head. lemme be!) can i keep this up? :D

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BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ALIA BB JUST SENT ME THE FUNNIEST LINK.

http://www.teikyo.com.my/

ENGRISH. *bows

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rockin' : 15th december 2009

floppin' : the un/in/de/negative prefix-existence of a time machine.

DFTBA.